breathe easy now for a while.


"he stared at her lips."


today was unbearable.

the whole day my mind was so jammed up with thoughts and i couldnt think straight. i managed a smile. no my smile wasnt fake, i enjoyed the most part of the day with my friends.

when i got back home i just wanted to be alone for the rest of the day.

so i went down to swim.

at least that was the intention. i hardly swam. i sat in the pool for an hour to let the little devil and angel of mine quarrel themselves tired.

and now i find serenity in music.






you and your inaudible heartbeat.